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So im thinking on working on comics that tell the story of whats been going on these last couple of weeks, ive written up the story boards i just haven't gotten to draw them yet
Any suggestions will be great, thank you in advance ^^
Been betrayed big time, very angry
So my best friend of 14 years, whom i considered a sister, has slept with my husband
Sure he split up with me last week but still
That's a line you DO NOT cross!!
She didn't even care about it, wasn't apologetic till i called her a heartless bitch, then she changed her mind and apologised
Yoo little too flipping late
I cannot believe my life long friend would do that, i really cant!
Leaf is looking for a new look
Hi all, in light of recent events I've been in a sense redesigning myself
Leaf would herself like a new hair style, perhaps hair, dying her hair a new colour, now while I'm coming up with ideas for how her hair could look any suggestions would be very welcome ^^
I'm sorry I've been gone for so long, in all honesty I've not really had any inspiration to draw, it happens
But I've had plenty now, funny how life can do that to you ^^;
My moto right now how ever is "I'm still standing"
*Update*
First off, i dont really use this site much any more, i have such a lack of inspiration its ridiculess, before id have a thought, drew it down, now no matter how hard i try i cant think of anything or get inspired at all
Last Saturday i had a horrible accident where i slipped backwards down the stairs, had a mini panic attack, took two steps from my husband then blacked out, and came to on the floor, i had split my lip and bumped my fore head, luckily that was all, though the pain of my lip and waiting for it to heal has been annoying
But yes im doing much better now and ill be ok
As for the journal, well id rather not go into detail but basically, i had a shitty time with family, where as per usual i mean nothing to any one and i feel like im basically being pushed out and just generally not wanted at all. i honestly feel like they see meas a mystake
That remains to be seen this Christmas how ever, if they find a way to shove me out again at Christmas then ill know full stop that i mean nothing to them any more
Any other news?
Well not really no, i mean i often check messages on here but i didnt really think any one would respond to my last journal, i really just needed to vent and i had no other place to vent without them seeing it, i could draw but honestly, i dont have any inspiration at all for how i would convey my feelings on the matter of being rejected by my family
Yes im sure they love me really but just doesnt feel like it when all they do is try to avoid me and tell me im wrong on certain anxiety triggers i have
So yea
I hate you
Your the worst people in the F****** world!
HOW could you sit there and give the hope of something ive wanted all my life, only to take it away from me!
How could you be so F****** heartless about me and my feelings?!
How dare you do something ive so desperately wanted to do all my life and then tell me that im not allowed to b angry!
HOW F****** DARE YOU!